The fact is I'm suffering
The fact is I'm suffering. I have severe anxiety, depression and paranoia and it takes precedent over almost everything at times. It's slowed down the time frame for goals l've set in my life. I won't give up but sometimes I feel like it because of how agonized and overwhelmed I get. I lost myself for years only to find out I never really knew myself as well as I thought I did and l'm finally getting to know my true myself as I work myself out of this bed of depression l've been lying in. I need support but I don't think anyone will ever truly understand all that l've been through and am going through. It's hard to suffer alone and in isolation and be too ashamed and afraid to face the ones that love you while you're in the thick of it.