it's me again! I just wanted to let you know that I'm actually thriving now
it's me again! I just wanted to let you know that I'm actually thriving now. after some of the darkest days in my life this past winter, I've been healing, feeling and making big changes to support myself. I've stopped smoking so much weed, found some things that bring me big joy, and am actually opening up to my partner about it all. sometimes things get worse before they get better, but WOW! I'm grateful for it all if it means I get to be where I am now
My depression has been getting worse over the past couple of years. I've finally opened up the trauma box of my own childhood and instead of facing it, l've been trying to numb as much as possible and pretend I'm ok. Yesterday, I texted a crisis line for the very first time and realized what l've been doing. I can't hide from my trauma anymore, I've got to go through it, and I'm scared.