My brother is close friends with him. My brother speaks highly of him. My brother talks about him in front of me. My brother doesn't know and I don't know how to tell him. It's been 5 years since his close friend sexually assaulted me. I haven't seen him since but my brother tells me he will be at my wedding when that day comes. Do I ruin a friendship? Is it worth it? It's done more damage to me than I'd like to admit but I don't want to damage others. Why is it so hard to put yourself first sometimes? - Human, 24 y/o
