My 27 year old husband's cancer came back.

My 27 year old husband's cancer came back. After 3 years when he was supposedly "in the clear" from recurrence. 3 years to the day we received his second diagnosis.

We were going to adopt a baby, a sibling for our little girl. They're taking us off the adoption list. We had to tell our four year old daughter that her Daddy has cancer again. Those cries will haunt me forever and I know it's only the beginning of them.

I was by my mother's side for 10 months this year while she fought Leukemia for her life. She went into remission last month. I'm breaking and he needs me to be stronger than this.

- Human