I went for my yearly mammogram earlier this year.
They thought they found something and asked me to come back. I go in, and they took a lot more images to finally tell me it was just overlapped skin, so nothing. I literally cried on my way home because I was upset I didn't have cancer. I've lost my parents, my brother and I aren't close. While taking care of my dad with dementia before he passed I lost all my social life. So I just wanted to die, so to be told i didn't have cancer was devastating. Cause I wanted to die. l've never told anyone this.