I have compassion for those who are disabled

I have compassion for those who are disabled and can't work. I hate capitalism.

But I am SO jealous of those people, too.

I've had to live with ptsd my whole life and my only option has been to mask, to work through the pain, because my other option would be homelessness. I'm so jealous of my friends who have parents to live with or other family. I am so bitter and angry and resentful and I just want to rest. But keeping a roof over my head and food in my belly trumps rest, so here we are

- Human, 29 y/o