I got married two weeks ago. "Married bliss" is far from what these two weeks have been. The day after we got married we had to say goodbye to my dog of 11 years. They found lymphoma and it was too far gone, treatment would buy little time. It was the hardest decision I have ever had to make. Two days ago my husbands doctor found lumps, with a high probability of cancer. It's one thing after another and the thought of going through something as traumatic as cancer seems unbearable. I feel so sad after celebrating one of the happiest days of our lives together. - Human